Sunday, March 29, 2009
applications for uni / 9:38 AM
AHHHH!!!! im sick of it!!! so sick.
NUS one- mistook the 2000 characters as 2000 words. now in the middle of the night, my mother is editing it. SIGH.
then tmr still have to cab to NUS and to EPT test registration centre. OMG.
IM IN HELL. LITERALLY.
Really wished I have someone to talk and vent my feelings to right now... or like someone close to give me advice! but my bf's sleeping, my uncle's in japan, and my best friend is busy with poly and everyone is just gone.. I dont wanna disturb them in any way either. So all i did was to talk to my invisible uncle via MSN.
*sob sob* I really feel like crying. so miserable. : /
Vanessa.
NUS one- mistook the 2000 characters as 2000 words. now in the middle of the night, my mother is editing it. SIGH.
then tmr still have to cab to NUS and to EPT test registration centre. OMG.
IM IN HELL. LITERALLY.
Really wished I have someone to talk and vent my feelings to right now... or like someone close to give me advice! but my bf's sleeping, my uncle's in japan, and my best friend is busy with poly and everyone is just gone.. I dont wanna disturb them in any way either. So all i did was to talk to my invisible uncle via MSN.
*sob sob* I really feel like crying. so miserable. : /
Vanessa.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
new year / 6:23 AM
enough with the greetings, im actually looking forward the this yr really. hmmm. and I wanna start writing a story soon. I really dont know about what though, most probably romance I suppose.
hmmm. and Monday I wanna go to the national library again! to read. hopefully no weird people would pop by my side and ask some strange questions again. -_-"
hmmm. and Monday I wanna go to the national library again! to read. hopefully no weird people would pop by my side and ask some strange questions again. -_-"
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
this got me laughing / 8:11 AM
'Happy belated birthday... Sorry I just got back from oversea...'
'It does not matter who I am...But what is most important is you are happy... Merry christmas and you look like am angel... Love from you sweet heart shawn...'
'I hate you... How can you do this to me... I thought that you said you liked me... You told mx that you like big strong canoeist like me... How can you like other guys :('
'Shawn Chin...'
':)'
okay, you must have guessed along the way I saw through this person's prank sms messages sent to me. This happened yesterday evening btw. haha. playful classmates I have. thereafter i thought of how long I have not seen them... LOL. and gee, I realised I miss them!
hahahah. hmmm. which brings me to the thought of going back to school again... I received a letter in the mail saying that I won eagles award not long ago... and they are gonna present it to me in Jan or something. sigh. but I was thinking whats the use of it if I cant even pass A levels...
And I feel all depressed and sad all over again. like all the persuasion and loss of sleep doesnt matter. : /
anyway, christmas is coming!!! merry christmas guys! have a blessed one with you and your family! (:
'It does not matter who I am...But what is most important is you are happy... Merry christmas and you look like am angel... Love from you sweet heart shawn...'
'I hate you... How can you do this to me... I thought that you said you liked me... You told mx that you like big strong canoeist like me... How can you like other guys :('
'Shawn Chin...'
':)'
okay, you must have guessed along the way I saw through this person's prank sms messages sent to me. This happened yesterday evening btw. haha. playful classmates I have. thereafter i thought of how long I have not seen them... LOL. and gee, I realised I miss them!
hahahah. hmmm. which brings me to the thought of going back to school again... I received a letter in the mail saying that I won eagles award not long ago... and they are gonna present it to me in Jan or something. sigh. but I was thinking whats the use of it if I cant even pass A levels...
And I feel all depressed and sad all over again. like all the persuasion and loss of sleep doesnt matter. : /
anyway, christmas is coming!!! merry christmas guys! have a blessed one with you and your family! (:
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
vampires / 8:21 AM
hmmm. did I mention I read twilight by Stephenie Meyer already? It was great... I felt like I was drawn and pulled into a lullaby itself, 'dreamy prose' was what a commentor said about her story. anyhow, Im crazy about reading the rest of the books, even though the next book is heartbreaking nonetheless. Today I read the interview with vampire by Anne Rice!
She is an awesome writer! no doubt. hmmm, some differences between the vampires- SM's vampires are able to possess fear, no capes, no coffins, no going out in sunlight due to sunlight casting diamonds on their skin...whilst AR's vampires are unable to go out in the sunlight because it would kill them, and the rest of the characteristics are direct opposie. And of course, SM's story is set in a modern tone, whereas well, AR's vampires seem to be in an ancient era.
One thing is clear though- the two authors combined make a fab story- both in history and of the present and future! Imagine, because humans are evolving too, vampires too may be able to evolve through the ages, such that they do not need coffins to sleep in etc. :D
'kay, I must really be crazy with vampires right now.
She is an awesome writer! no doubt. hmmm, some differences between the vampires- SM's vampires are able to possess fear, no capes, no coffins, no going out in sunlight due to sunlight casting diamonds on their skin...whilst AR's vampires are unable to go out in the sunlight because it would kill them, and the rest of the characteristics are direct opposie. And of course, SM's story is set in a modern tone, whereas well, AR's vampires seem to be in an ancient era.
One thing is clear though- the two authors combined make a fab story- both in history and of the present and future! Imagine, because humans are evolving too, vampires too may be able to evolve through the ages, such that they do not need coffins to sleep in etc. :D
'kay, I must really be crazy with vampires right now.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
lovely song / 12:22 AM
this song really reminds me of Jane Austen's era type of romance... (:
just love the background music and how she strings a story together into one song! beautiful!
Taylor Swift Love Story Lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;
We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
just love the background music and how she strings a story together into one song! beautiful!
Taylor Swift Love Story Lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;
We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
Monday, December 08, 2008
holiday reads / 2:36 AM
'Can you keep a secret?' by Sophie Kinsella
'Silver Bells' by Fern Michaels
right now, im reading 'the choice' by Nicholas Sparks. Love that author for his hope in true love. (: sigh.
just had a quarrel with my mum. Stupid u know, she chooses to place my college notes outside where its infested with cockroaches and insects. zzz. this house is so damn messy, I have cleared my own share of things, but u know what? its going to be the same grim outlook by the end of this yr. It aint gonna bloody change anything. GRR. Im angry at my mum for not accepting my help for clearing my stuff. sigh. whatever.
'Silver Bells' by Fern Michaels
right now, im reading 'the choice' by Nicholas Sparks. Love that author for his hope in true love. (: sigh.
just had a quarrel with my mum. Stupid u know, she chooses to place my college notes outside where its infested with cockroaches and insects. zzz. this house is so damn messy, I have cleared my own share of things, but u know what? its going to be the same grim outlook by the end of this yr. It aint gonna bloody change anything. GRR. Im angry at my mum for not accepting my help for clearing my stuff. sigh. whatever.
it's amazing. amzing how people change
I know we change bit by bit everyday... like how in sec sch I do not have much craving for food, and now I totally do. hmmm. only thing is, it may be for the worse?
