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Thursday, June 30, 2005
....Unpredictable / 7:57 AM

I have no idea what I'm going to write for the title now.. hope I come up with something soon enough..:)

ok, came up with the title alr. after some very serious considerations and disturbing happenings in my life in sch today and one hour before.

like another other thurs, I would just go into mr teoh's chem lesson. but today was different. I mean, the feeling I had was different. I heard frm other students something shocking (wont tell u what) happened. and yes, it did. he even mentioned about it today. dear me. but I thank god. For a full 15 mins or so, he told us about life, and told us to ask ourselves what is the purpose of our life on earth. What has god sent us here for? well, I asked myself many times.. but still unsure of the ans. however, to justina, she has never heard something like this before. I told her there is even a book on it. my dad borrowed the book frm library somemore. but I didnt read it. perhaps another time. haizZ.. its really nice of mr teoh to tell us all about it though. I really appreciated his talk. most of us were shocked even.

yup.. ok, what happened one hour ago, was totally unexpected frm me. I was dumbfounded momentarily. something happened to my friend. not terrible but shocking enough. I dont wish to mention it here though. ya. I'll pray for her tonight. hope she gets well soon.. :)

I think now I really dont now what to think. haiz. suddenly have no mood to do geog. or anything else. anyway, I just called like over 15 ppl regarding tmr cca stuffs and all that. so ya, now my cheeks are blown up. really talked alot lah. ah well, part of my job. and I'm glad to do it. *phew* thank god I finished it. :)

come to think of it, I left sch happy today. hehe~ wont tell u why either. it will be a secret till week three of this month. :X yeah. I even skipped lunch becoz I was feeling happy. ok, I know, kind of weird or even lame right? haha.. true lah. but for another reason, I dont have enough $$ to 'ao gao' lunch. :D :)

haha.. alright,
I shall end here today.


--Van.


/ believe in wonderland,
with you in my mind
it's not that hard to believe
i'm in wonderland
and that's where I am
only a place to where we know
and never escape into reality
plunge into a fantasy

just about my love



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