Dew Drops

applications for uni

2009-03-29T09:38:00.000-07:00

AHHHH!!!! im sick of it!!! so sick.

NUS one- mistook the 2000 characters as 2000 words. now in the middle of the night, my mother is editing it. SIGH.

then tmr still have to cab to NUS and to EPT test registration centre. OMG.

IM IN HELL. LITERALLY.

Really wished I have someone to talk and vent my feelings to right now... or like someone close to give me advice! but my bf's sleeping, my uncle's in japan, and my best friend is busy with poly and everyone is just gone.. I dont wanna disturb them in any way either. So all i did was to talk to my invisible uncle via MSN.

*sob sob* I really feel like crying. so miserable. : /

Vanessa.

new year

2009-01-03T06:23:00.000-08:00

enough with the greetings, im actually looking forward the this yr really. hmmm. and I wanna start writing a story soon. I really dont know about what though, most probably romance I suppose.

hmmm. and Monday I wanna go to the national library again! to read. hopefully no weird people would pop by my side and ask some strange questions again. -_-"

this got me laughing

2008-12-23T08:11:00.000-08:00

'Happy belated birthday... Sorry I just got back from oversea...'

'It does not matter who I am...But what is most important is you are happy... Merry christmas and you look like am angel... Love from you sweet heart shawn...'

'I hate you... How can you do this to me... I thought that you said you liked me... You told mx that you like big strong canoeist like me... How can you like other guys :('

'Shawn Chin...'

':)'

okay, you must have guessed along the way I saw through this person's prank sms messages sent to me. This happened yesterday evening btw. haha. playful classmates I have. thereafter i thought of how long I have not seen them... LOL. and gee, I realised I miss them!

hahahah. hmmm. which brings me to the thought of going back to school again... I received a letter in the mail saying that I won eagles award not long ago... and they are gonna present it to me in Jan or something. sigh. but I was thinking whats the use of it if I cant even pass A levels...

And I feel all depressed and sad all over again. like all the persuasion and loss of sleep doesnt matter. : /

anyway, christmas is coming!!! merry christmas guys! have a blessed one with you and your family! (:

vampires

2008-12-17T08:21:00.000-08:00

hmmm. did I mention I read twilight by Stephenie Meyer already? It was great... I felt like I was drawn and pulled into a lullaby itself, 'dreamy prose' was what a commentor said about her story. anyhow, Im crazy about reading the rest of the books, even though the next book is heartbreaking nonetheless. Today I read the interview with vampire by Anne Rice!

She is an awesome writer! no doubt. hmmm, some differences between the vampires- SM's vampires are able to possess fear, no capes, no coffins, no going out in sunlight due to sunlight casting diamonds on their skin...whilst AR's vampires are unable to go out in the sunlight because it would kill them, and the rest of the characteristics are direct opposie. And of course, SM's story is set in a modern tone, whereas well, AR's vampires seem to be in an ancient era.

One thing is clear though- the two authors combined make a fab story- both in history and of the present and future! Imagine, because humans are evolving too, vampires too may be able to evolve through the ages, such that they do not need coffins to sleep in etc. :D

'kay, I must really be crazy with vampires right now.

just something for christmas

2008-12-16T09:18:00.001-08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

lovely song

2008-12-11T00:22:00.000-08:00

this song really reminds me of Jane Austen's era type of romance... (:
just love the background music and how she strings a story together into one song! beautiful!

Taylor Swift Love Story Lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

holiday reads

2008-12-08T02:36:00.000-08:00

'Can you keep a secret?' by Sophie Kinsella
'Silver Bells' by Fern Michaels

right now, im reading 'the choice' by Nicholas Sparks. Love that author for his hope in true love. (: sigh.

just had a quarrel with my mum. Stupid u know, she chooses to place my college notes outside where its infested with cockroaches and insects. zzz. this house is so damn messy, I have cleared my own share of things, but u know what? its going to be the same grim outlook by the end of this yr. It aint gonna bloody change anything. GRR. Im angry at my mum for not accepting my help for clearing my stuff. sigh. whatever.

Hongkong trip 2nd dec

2008-12-03T08:09:00.000-08:00

- was so tired that I woke up at nine plus today... heard mumblings about checking out of the hotel by ten...

- last night was using msn and watching the old version of GODZILLA on tv till 12pm.. 12.30pm then slept. ahhahah.

- anyway, we took a train to 'north point' where my mum spent an hour choosing and trying skirts and pants for office wear.. think I heard my sis saying she spent close to three hundred bucks?! yikes.

- dad, bro and sis went out to look at other stores in the meantime... and came back with a packet of selected sweets.. mostly sour.

- then we ate at macs at the same MTR station we alighted... the Mcwings tasted different. my sis was crazy about coke at that point of time.. kept asking for it. dad and bro checked out the free wireless connection available. smart.

- asking around for directions, we walked two streets worth to get to the famous bakery shop located at the other nearby MTR station. my legs were tired. bet that was at least one kilometre. there, my parents spent another 30 mins selecting foodstuffs for their collegues and relatives... asked mum to buy the panda biscuits there but she would not allow me, saying we have no time and need to rush back to hotel. zzzzzzz.

- after that, she realised the tour bus would only pick us up at 4.40pm, not 4pm, and she decided to somehow atone for her mistakes by asking dad to bring me around to nearby bakery shops to see anything I liked for my friends. zzzzzzz. I didnt see anything just as suitable...

- at the airport after checking in luggage and we were in the departure hall, we found the same shop and I bought a box of panda biscuits there.. at a cheaper price this time! yes! phew.

- ahahhaha. the plane flight was okay.. I liked the air stewardess uniform this time! it was a bright red blouse and a matching skirt. hahah. wounder why they keep changing uniforms...

- I got bored after watching one movie on the plane.. they did not repeat the rest of the movies... precious time was lost. sigh. ah wells. oh and I kidnapped a mag from them. ahhaha. wanna go search for the nice movies and borrow the VCDS!

- at 1pm, reached home.. and found out that my shampoo was missing! and that the toilet bowl was infested with some white-ish stuff... think it was mosquito larve of some sort... YIKES.

and thats end of my wonderful trip--

Hongkong trip 1st Dec

2008-12-03T07:41:00.000-08:00

- DISNEYLAND ROCKS!!! BIG TIME.

- the main street USA had so many shops! saw a cinderella carriage made of sparkling jewels.. WOW. hahaha.

- the disney magic really gets to you.. first we took a tram ride around then we went to 'Adventureland' to see tarzan's tree house (there had a display of half the story) and there was this river cruise that my mum said was really good! I got wet though... elephant sprayed water that us. zzzz. bro said he was lucky he did not seat at those "VIP seats" that the guide, Alex, offered.

- hmm. after that watched the show 'festival of the lion king', it was really GOOD. the stage moved in all different directions! and there was this part where a gymnast danced to the music midair. WOW. ahahha. its worth the waiting and standing for thirty mins.

- we went to fantasyland to catch more shows and rides! like the 'royal ball' and the 'golden mickeys'-- really fanastic! the former was really good... showed all the different shows disney has came up with like lilo and stitch, toy story etc. mum tolded us the story of WALT DISNEY and his big dreams of a family themepark. I decided to do research on it when I have the time.

- oh here's the unforgettable part- I drove cars 4 times!!! all because of my sis... bet that convinced her for life that having a car is SO GOOD. anyway, it was just a mimic of a real car- it had a definite tracks to follow and the driving wheel has not much of a use... just add pressure to the brakes to speed up or slow down. zzzzzzzzz.

- haha! and my whole family got motion sickness because of the 2 min roller coaster ride my mum urged us to ride... said my cousins younger than my bro even took it, so there was nothing to be afraid of. LOL. funny, later everyone could not stand the ride. it was too fast and had to many bends. -_-"

- it was time for dinner but no one had the mood to eat it at all- stomachs still felt queasy.

- wanted to take the winnie the pooh hunny ride- but halfway through, we were told there were technical problems... goodness. what a rare occasion.

- we had a ;ate dinner... at seven plus, close to eight. Almost time for fireworks! ate at tommorrowland's cafe, they sold fast food but not a very wide selection though. anyway, we ate quickly, but could not finish the food on time.. so bought the food to where they had the fireworks and watched as we ate. IT was really FAB!!! so beautiful! really. too bad I did not bring my holograph with me- there would be snowmans popping out everywhere!

- thereafter, they close the rest of disneyland... only main street shops were open. fake snows started to fall.. in the form of mini soap bubbles. watched children running and chasing them and i couldnt help but to smile. (:

YAY! tmr im going home!

Hongkong trip 30th Nov

2008-12-03T07:34:00.000-08:00

- Happy b-day to my bro! woot!

- Oh, I forgot to mention that our hotel is at 'Prince Edward' station! cool huh? reminds me of twilight.. boy, I wished I have the book right next to me now...

- today was the happiest so far! Cable car ride! nice scenery!... only problem was that we did not get to explore once we got down- the queue stretched for kilometres for the return trip!!! GOODNESS. never have I seen so many people queuing up before!

- But hey! after that was shopping! bought a pair of straight jeans and an office shirt. looks great! (:

- secondary boys are pretty irritating- like the one in the same tour group as us.. don't really like him much. I can tell his attitude just by judging his actions and words. geez. looks more like a ganster...

- Mum says she'll give me a necklace with a single pearl! YES!!! (:

- miss that someone... : /

Hongkong trip 29th Nov

2008-12-03T07:19:00.000-08:00

- absolutely revolted about breakfast on the CX plane today- mum opened her pork noodles and I almost vomitted. opened my own and really wanted to puke. thank god I asked the air stewardess for a cup of coke, and it did work!

- oh wait, first, the plane flight got delayed- JUST GREAT.

- I think HK peple are much fitter than us Singaporeans SERIOUSLY. none of them look that fat... (looks at dad and the old man walking on the streets. and I know the precise reason- they are FORCED to walk a whole lot more... the attractions are so far from the MTR stations (in HK, MRT is known as MTR)! goodness.

- MTR stations and ferry terminals are just TOO convienent. NOT.

- no lunch at all today... plane fight was too long... and by the time we reached the hotel, it was four plus in the afternoon.

- had dinner at some remote ferry terminal at MACAU

- AND you know what.. the food is indeed too salty, maybe they have more liver cases here than that of Singapore's?

- I don't really like the night scene here at HK... its too bright and I bet stargazing here is much worse.

- and.. on the way back to HK from macau island, mum got sick and puked alot from taking "First Ferry" a different type of ferry to that of the "Turbo Jet".. dad says its because it does not run on hydraulic.

Hoping tmr would be better.

hunting for materials for 'Camp for Warriors'

2008-11-19T07:27:00.000-08:00

strange name for a camp. -_-"

anyway, I sure have a lot of places to visit tmr... zzzzzzzzz. hunting for materials and all. OMG. : / north and east of S'pore. hahahah. but i like my job- hunting I mean. its fun.

hmmm. today was pretty boring... woke up late- I still am waking at 8 plus everyday. OMG. VANESSA! STOP BEING PARANOID! A LEVELS IS OVER. hmmm. then I went to do some of my fav pastimes, considered jogging, but the weather went from bad to worse and in the end I settled for books... finished reading a love story.. and was teaching myself literature just earlier. haha. I like being multi-talented. XDD the more hobbies I have, the better. wee~

the day before, me and my good friend, Audrey, went to plaza sing (waited for her an hour before she popped up), walked to S'pore art museum to find that there were no free exhibits sadly, then we walked to the national library, then the bugis. our bags we heavy and so were our feet. hmmm. I got to try some new food, and saw a skirt I like! similar to what I have though... but its colourful and nice. :D

okayy.. gtg ask my artsy fartsy friends for advice where to shop tmr.

bad day

2008-09-15T06:18:00.000-07:00

grrrrrrrr. Going for chem tuition just made my day worse. I felt very annoyed at the paper. Im stressed out, and on the brink of dispair. I dont suppose the music blasting by my bro with the radio makes me any happier either. SI-

Okay, I shant start it again.

Sigh. dont ask me why I lost my patience with chem, I never do. Not in a mood to study I guess. Anyhow, I feel some compulsion to read harry potter books all of a sudden... guess I should spend more time confiding with friends and spend some quality time with myself and just ignore this world. Sometimes asking and receiving doesnt exactly work. People whom I want to be be there for me are not there, instead others would. Some miracle.

I can imagine myself venting my frustration on a bottle of water, screaming into it would just do me some good. Maybe later I should do it... (:

Today got back results for chem paper one... a depressing 18/30. I was expecting more. After school went home did chem again... then just now had chem tuition, i think thats the reason why im so frustrated with the subject- had ENOUGH of it in a day. Plus the fact that I DIDNT HAVE A GOOD SLEEP last night, got me all grumpy like an old lady today I bet.

And today I was still daydreaming about the movie I watched yesterday... really sweet movie, wished reality were like that, HA! too good to be true. Anyway, maybe later today shall continue the other movie I started yesterday but didnt manage to complete- 'my super ex-girlfriend'. ahahah. (: I think I would feel better if I do that, feminism makes a woman feel good (temporarily), soon after reality sinks in again. yepp. sad life.

Now need to do GP tuition essay... : / and later in the night have to complete 1.5 sums of math for tmr. and I dont feel like going online cause I just feel like isolating myself.

Maybe someday I would explode, but in the meantime,

cheer up vaness!

I seem to have been forgotten...

2008-09-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

Sadly, yes.

just feel this wave of cold around me nowadays. I wonder why. : /

Grrr. School is starting tmr again~~~ zzzzzzzzz. okay, so I do admit I am a bit excited about receiving back results, but not exactly wanna know how badly I've done nor how far I am from failing. zzzzzzzz.

hmmm. watched 'It's a boy girl thing' movie today on youtube, and it was really hilarious! ahahaha. really enjoyed it, probably the only thing that cheered me up the whole day, other than the fact that I went on to another level of destructomatch on neopets. : X haha.

Im glad I went for math tuition on saturday, always does help with friends talking to you. yepp. So well, I hope uni life would be the same like that for me.. occasionally talk and all. I should stop being such a nutshell sometimes, I irritate myself and others too. grrr. okay, what am I babbling about this time? ...

gtg now, to type GP AQ essay. ciao.

angel.

2008-09-10T10:13:00.000-07:00

Wooo~~~ the radio keeps me going man! ahahah. I love the songs!!! 91.3FM! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

here's my new fav song! woots~

Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
And let it guide you home
I will provide you a place of shelter
I want a be your zone
Tell me what to do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
Who will never promise to leave her man
Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel

Just like the moon
I'll step beside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what ya got
It is with all the props
With everything I'm not
Tell me what to do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
Who will never promise to leave her man
Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel

Tell me why there's so many good men
And the world's misunderstood
He's a dog, he's no good
I wish somebody would
Disrespect my man
You're gona have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He's all that I need

So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, put your hands up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, stand up
Come on girl, and stand up

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel

... hmmm. I dream of this toO! haha. XD *daydreams* hee.

Two days ago, I received news that I passed my paper two for math! SO HAPPY!!! ahahah. Its like some revelation come true. Like that feeling! woots~ first time I pass a math exam man. As in, really PASS. Not a subpass.

Ahhh, but bad news, may only get 50 marks for paper one? I screwed it badly.

Nonetheless, tmr last paper!!!! OMG.

FINALLY. SO gonna look foward to tmr. A 50 min paper with 30 questions to go! (:

human geog paper

2008-09-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

okay, so human geog paper was not so bad after all- even though I only studied for like 3 days? : X thought I would screw the whole paper up really.

hahahah. today relax a while~~~ XD hmmm. tmr start mugging for econs paper one again. -_-" sian~ I get tired of mugging already. Grr. at least there was some consolation from my good friend. Her theory- D/E for prelims= A/B for A level. S= not so bad, a D perhaps for A's? U= YOU BETTER START WORRYING.

Which I WILL, after I discover I FAILED my chemistry. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Looks like its time I did something about it, and so I did. Chem tuition started.. extra worksheets to complete, a thumb's height worth- wonder how to complete it???

SIGH. Life's a headache.

stress

2008-09-05T08:51:00.001-07:00

OMG. stress ahhhhh!!!!!!!!

dying already.

anyway, today went jogging to relieve stress and hopefully allow info to transit into my brain more fruitfully.

grrr. and im prolly going to take up chem tuition!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. somebody PLEASE save my dear life. OH GOD. im dying alreadyyyy.

*breathes in deeply* okay vanessa, cool down, you can do it! tmr do finish differential equations, integration, population geog summaries and start urban geog can alr!

jy jy vanessa! : /

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. time to read newspapers, havent been reading for WEEKS.

headache...

2008-09-04T10:42:00.000-07:00

studying today was pretty tough on me... did two paper 1s for chem and finished another case study for econs (or shall I say JUST finished)! woo~~~ but I got a headache in the day, so went out for a while then came back. XDD

Anyways, I had fun today. hee. much so, I still have to do more work tmr! target for tmr: finish all differentiation, integration and population geog and possibly, half of human geog. Oh god, im dying already.

PLEASE PLEASE may exams be over so I can go for dentist's appointment and relax! ahhhh.

thank you. (:

hmmm.

2008-09-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

today is a day of study again... the usual. did some geog questions, and I decided not to go for tuition todayy... trying to follow my schedule (hmm, not that I really have a concrete one, too scared to do one, sure will have headache everyday, so decided to go easy on myself XD)

anyway, recently been listening to the radio.. hahah. its cool man. I like the 30 top hits countdown in 91.3fm! ohhh its almost my fav song- 'crush' by david archuleta. coming up soon! I love his song! you should listen to it too! here's it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OBiW44cWu4c

It feels great to blog again.. keeps me occupied i suppose. hmm. I miss canteen food recently. oops. my food cravings are a little wayboard.

happy hols all! (:

Its time to do some relinking soon too.. for my old blog, but I think I shall do that after exams... hahahah.

*drops head to mug* hee.

a refreshed look.

2008-09-02T10:21:00.000-07:00

hahha!

wee~~~

YAY! new skin! (: (it still needs editing though)

happy exploring! bet u cant find the tagboard! XDD

tkc and god bless all! (:

IN Deliemma

2006-01-06T00:53:00.000-08:00

Hello..

Recently, I've been busy doing hw, tuition hw and some minor revision. yep. haha, last time I wanted to write something here but then now forgot what to write liao. See lah. Well, anyway, here's the updates in my life.

Now whats bothering me is this: I dont feel comfortable in the youth group I am in in church. ya.. its this terrible feeling within me and I dont like it at all. and somehow I feel stressed that I havent been praying about the youth grp name thingy. Geez.. my friends aint even stressed at all... I'm quite weird eh? haha. I know my friends they feel comfortable in the youth grp, but I dont. Nvm. Prehaps I wont fit in anyways. Ok, I shant divulge any more elaboration about this. Ya.. and so sunday we are meeting up again and I dont wish to turn up! :/

It seems that everything is giving me stress. STRESS STRESS STRESS.

Goodness. shall I go for mass later?

- In deliemma (wrong sp?),
Van.

Quizes done...

2005-12-26T07:55:00.000-08:00

Hello,
just did some tests...
Vanessa, you're a Caring Confidant
No doubt about it — you're the sweetheart of your crew. Always looking out for your friends, you know that they've got your back too. Loving and loyal, you see no difference between friends and family, which is why people always feel comfortable coming to you when things aren't going their way. They know you'll be there.
You're always willing to put yourself in other people's shoes, a trait that helps you understand where people are coming from. This is what makes your friends trust your judgment and advice — they know you'll love them no matter what happens. And that's what friends are for.
_______________________________________________________
Vanessa, your true color is Brown!
You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.
________________________________________________________
Vanessa, you're a legend for your parties with a Casual flair
You thought you remembered to buy chips. But then again, perhaps you didn't. Hmmm, maybe your friends can pick some up on their way over. Just five or six bags should do! One thing's for sure: Parties are chill when you're in charge. In fact, it's this laid-back-all-invited-family-feel that makes you such a party legend!
People know they've got to fend for themselves when they're heading to your house — on the plus side, they can wear whatever they want and they're free to raid the pantry for soda or peanut butter and Fluff (especially if that's all you've got).
You're not uptight about the details so folks feel free to make your casa their casa. Your number one goal is to get the gang together and you do that in spades. Who doesn't want to hang out at your home when the general rule is that there are no rules? Of course, you might have to put your foot down when it comes to stains, slam-dancing, or teasing the dog with the last scraps from the food tray. But beyond that, anything goes. And will.
At the end of your affair, guests probably feel well-fed, welcome, and at ease. And if they won't leave before you promise to invite them back, well, all the better.
_____________________________________________________

haha, -_-
long time never do tests liao.
Van.

Birthday tmr! .*.

2005-12-20T08:27:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone.

Tmr is my birthday! haha.

Somehow not looking forward to it though. :D cause my sch friends not celebrating with me.. :( But never mind, I have tuition tmr!! can have the company of my tuition friends. Although I cant slack cause of the zhuo wen I owe teacher. sigh.

Mm, so far, I received presents from lao shi. 3 some more, cause its wrapped separately. yup. haha, I think tmr I'll get another one. :P

So, I've decided, since I cant make my birthday with a big celebration of any sort, I might as well make it a fruitful one. haha. Ya, thus, I'm going to sch to check out on stuff then go down to Rivervale mall to buy christmas cards. then.. what else? er, maybe go and buy sweets for my bro. I cant possibly buy Tsubasa comic book tmr, cause I'm going bankrupt!! That one next yr then say.

Thats all..

So long!

Van.

P.S. Me going to open presents tmr night! haha, so anyone interested at what I will get? haha. :)

busy schedule..

2005-11-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

Alright!
Time to update. Long time never set my fingers typing into my blog!! :P
Here's my timeable for the entire week. See? I damn busy..
[b]Monday([/b]
GO out for movie marathon!! YAY! Ole~~ Ya, so I watched Legend of Zorro and Sky High. I really enjoyed Sky High one. Very funny and sweet. haha.
[b]Tuesday[/b]
Hmm. What did I do on this day? cant remember.. OH ya!! Do banner from 9.30a.m. - 5.45p.m. : / Haha, but it was fun wiring. :) And talking to my friends too!
[b]Wednesday[/b]
Did I go to school? Oh ya, I did. For the class allocation thingy. sigh. Still remembered I turned up late!! : / Actually I want really looking for to this allocation of classes thingy, but it was more about the VCDs that I was borrowing from Mabel. In the end, I never get leh.. cause I came late, then Mabel never see me.. Aw man, I really wanted to watch them!! It's one of the things I was looking forward to. Anyway, I am in 4 Integrity next year!! haha. ole~ Nice classmates I have. :)
In the afternoon, I had tuition as for usual. And not surprisingly, my sleepiness got into my way of learning. haha. :D
[b]Thursday[/b]
Ok, I better do this fast, I have mass to go!!
er. A math lesson in the morning, then..
ya, erm. Had to supervise the sec 2s' in their noticeboard. And ya, I think we all screwed the thing up. Sharks. I'm not supposed to say that word! Now praying that everything is going to be fine..
In the afternoon, I had tuition as for usual. And not surprisingly (again), my sleepiness got into my way of learning. haha. :D
[b]Friday[/b]
Er. A math lesson again in the morning. Then rushed to leave a note in the art room, materials and stuff too. For the sec 2s' regarding their noticeboard and stuff. sigh. After that, couldnt wait to go home and sleep!! Slept for a total of 4 hours plus today.. straight after lunch. Plopped and slept. :)
Now I think I gtg for mass!! 6.30p.m. I need strength for tmr. Have presentation to do for eng project on 'Studying for Britain'. Ya, I know, Stupid right? I think its stupid too.. :P Although 5 mins presentation only, but I scared I'll go wrong and make a fool of myself. haha.
SIGH.
Ok... Wish me luck..
Van.

depressing state of mind, heart and..`

2005-10-21T06:05:00.000-07:00

Hey.

Well, today really cried because of the results of my exams. Cant stand the pain lah.. Anyway, I did really badly. Who to blame? Blame myself.
Fail one drop one.
haha, its like an advertisent sentence. Ah well. It will come true for me. I gonna have to drop A. math. No other way. : /

.: Don't Quit :.
Don't quit when the tide is the lowest, For it's just about to turn; Don't quit over doubts and questions, For there's something you may learn. Don't quit when the night is the darkest, For it's just a while' til dawn; Don't quit when you've run the farthest, For the race is almost won. Don't quit when the hill is the steepest, For your goal is almost night; Don't quit, for you're not a failure Until you fail to try.

.: Who's to blame? :.
This is a story about People named Everybody. Somebody, Anbody and Nobody.There was an important job to be done and Everbody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done itbut Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it butNobody realised that Everybody would not do it. It ended up that Everyone blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

Nice qoutes.. :) I'm glad I bought these small cards with quotes in them.
Geez.. I dont wish to go through the depressing state like I was in sch today, so I shant talk about my results. I want to thank my friends who encouraged and stayed by my side while I cried. Mm, and they are: Serene and Audrey. My goodie good friends.

Takkaire and God bless everyone.

Van.

Week before SA2.+.

2005-09-16T09:09:00.000-07:00

Me?
I'm absolutely going bonkers. NUTS! got 5 tests next week! and piles of hw too! somebody HELP! I just now did a list of the sch hw I'm supposed to complete, and u know what, I have 13 pieces!! HELP. Including tuition hw the total would be= 19 pieces.
LOOKS like tmr I've got to scarcifice my tv watching time too. And my rest.
On wed, did not sleep till 2p.m in the morning, cause need to study for geog test on thurs. In the end, teacher never come. sigh. but nvm, cause I got no confidence either. Study last min. no time.
Like time is so fast.. I'm unable to catch up. : /
-Van.

Finally`.

2005-09-02T05:59:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone.
Today really very tired. However, I had a nice time slacking through lessons. So did everyone. Ahahax. The only work we handed in was english cover letter. Cant stand it lah, after all, next week hols!! yay. Finally. A break.
Had chem project presentation todayy. During chem lesson. Very nervous. Cause Mr teoh said that if the group make him sleep he will fail the group. Haha. the way he said it was very funny. everyone laughed.
I thank god for cancelling my history test today. Actually supposed to have it after sch one.. *phew* shhh.. cause I only like read through the night before?
Today art club I had to ask them to do the term four noticeboard. HaizZ. Its I dont have the mood to do. But no choice... ya... in the end cannot finish by today. only done the words. So next mon must continue. And the bad thing is, its going to cut through tuition time, I'm afraid. So maybe have to change tuition time. Then mon morning got extra A math lesson! 8.30a.m-12.30p.m. Same time for tues too!! Oh dear.. sigh... Me very tired of all this..
I desire my dec hols. :)
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I would like to elaborate on my life past week, forgot to write in some points:
1) My maid left.
I miss her!! Her name is Nikon (if I spelt it correctly). She is one of the nicest maids there are in this world. She very neat, gentle, helpful, cheerful, nice to talk too! And u know what.. I didnt get a chance to say bye to her! She left on wednesday.. gosh, and I thought it was on thurs!! Kinda regret going for tuition on that day liao.. Actually I wanted to give her something too!! but dont know what to give..
2) Confirmation! (3 weeks before)
Wonderful. Absolubly terrific. Haha, unlike my biao ge who nearly screwed the thing up (quoted frm him), I didnt. :D :) ahahax. But seriously, about one hour before I wasnt in a nervous wreck, however, one hour ltr when we were about to proceed to the church, I was so nervous!! trust me, one hr before I was calming my friends down. Next thing I knew, I had to calm myself down. -_- haha. funny.. anyways, then the archbishop confirmed me and all. Oh btw, quite a no. of my classmates came too! Like corinne, gina... and so on. ya, so, after the confirmation part, was the confirmation dinner. It was fun. Although I was quite reluctant about the part when Uncle Trevor encouraged all the confirmants to sing 'Give Thanks' upstage. Oh and I got nice presents too!! I had almost forgotten Confirmation got presents too!:) Serene says I was greedy. :P
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This week:
1) Teachers day
Nice! nice!!! Had a wonderful surprise by the teachers. A youth day present frm them. Teachers Idol!! Wow. I tell u its definitely special day to remember. Some teachers sang up stage! Like Mrs Khoo, Mr Tan (my A.math teacher), Mrs Iris Tay and so on. Got six of them. They sang really well though. Bravo!! Everyone was cheering for them.
I went back to my pri sch that day too. But a great dissapointment, could not go in and deliver the presents to them. That day, all the teachers went out for lunch. Really sad lah. Then its like I spent almost 30 mins under the hot scorching sun walking for approx. 5km from a bus stop! So did Franscine. At one point, I couldnt stand the heat and popped by Mcdonalds for a 50 cents ice cream. :D Finally when we found the sign: 'CHIJ-Our Lady Of Good Counsel', boy, we were so relieved. Strolling aimlessly for 5km is no joke. ya, so in the end have to give the presents to the security guard to give the teachers. I tell u, all we did was to stand in at the entrance of the sch. Couldnt go in and have a look. Sigh..
2) I would like to thank my friends at tuition. They made my headache go away that day. Thanks A Whole lot. :) Oh and u know how they made it go away? They kept joking! haha, so funny, yet very lame. I had a great time laughing away. Really nice ppl.
3)Children Liturgy!
Er... next time then elaborate.. cause no time liao. :D _______________________________________________________________
Mmm, Oh and not forgetting, Its my jie's birthday!! Today!
.+. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! .+.
Thank you for everything.
May all your wishes come true on this special day. :)
Keep smiling, ALWAYS!
Takkaire everyone. Night. God bless.
--Van.

Truely Blessed .+,,

2005-08-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

hello everyone..
These few days were really amazing to me. It made me feel that every day is precious. And that when one is down, just open your heart to God, and he will do miracles, small things in life that may seem insignificant too. However, u may not notice but its around u and will may even add a smile on your face. This is what I had experienced this year. Truely wonderful. Praise the Lord!
Mm, I cant remember what I'm supposed to say. But I try to recall. Cause this week was a terribly horribly busy one for me. Every day, I woke up dazed, oblivious to anyone around me. Sat in francine's car off to sch, plopped and slept. Recess time bought food from canteen to classroom to eat.. cause need to revise for mini class tests + do undone hw. Not only class times take naps but tuition time too. Still remember that time I got so tired. My eyes even wanted to close where Mr Lim was teaching me. "Aiyo, you so tired? Cannot, must make u do work then u wont sleep!" ya.. so bascially its been really torturing for me. Then still have tuition like 5 times a week.
But then.. there was joy in my week as well. and it was totally unexpected. first, it brought into realisation to me that I have not been to the music room or walk around that area for ages. Miss all of these.. d & t room.. and so on. Secondly, there was this incident I think one girl accidentally dropped her CMSE book down the first storey and then she was using a dustpan to retrieve her book of which landed on a rain shelter of the basement. Well, I had really a great time laughing and smiling. And I realised that I have not been laughing since Sunday. Thirdly, to all those really great friends around me, I thank you! Even a smile can help me to cheer up. Thank you. This week, I esp want to thank Justina, I think she know I cried becoz of my geog paper and all, so she didnt say anything to me after geog lesson and all.. ya, so thank you very much!
Moral of story: God really makes my life interesting! :)
Just a moment ago, asked my jie for the website for the animation shown on the half-day retreat lah. And I cried once again while watching it. So touching.. really moved by it...
http://www.donghaeng.net/
Yay! A BIG Congrats to her! She got into University!!! HOORAY!! JIA YOU!!
Mm...ya... I think thats all. If I can think of anything else to write, I will write next week.
Just way to happy alr.. :)
Takkaire and God bless everyone!
Oh ya, and I found out that I have a gift! I realised this previously in LISS. yay. thank you lord.
--Van.

Eve of Comfirmation!

2005-08-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone...
This week loads of things happen.. :)
On monday, 15th August, I went for the 40th National Day art exhibition. Haha, still remember I brought the councillor blazer to tuition. everyone kinda surprised and curious. haha, very funny. Anyways, ya.. so that day left tuition at 4p.m. sharp. Know why sharp? Cause I emphasied to grandpa to fetch me 4p.m. sharp. haha.. dont want to be late u see. Mr lim said something like: "Whoa. 4p.m sharp somemore? dont want to be late?"
Well, ya, after that, went home, bathed, changed into it. Was in a total rush of time. I hardly even ate any lunch! rush frm sch to tuition then tuition to the Singapore Ploytechnic Convention Centre to attend the thingy. yup. ok, so as I was saying, at home I took some bites of cake. Before leaving, I wore my mum's court shoes. You know, those shoes which go with the blazer. Have to wear them. Ya... In the end, the moment I walked nearly half a street from my house. I couldnt take it. The shoes were just big for me! So I staggered back home and wore a different pair.
By the time I reached school, I had terrible blisters on both foot. Left foot: Small toe the skin got tore. (due to the friction of my toe and the shoe) and skin tore near the heel of my foot too! Same thing happened to my right foot. Sigh.. So got like 5 plasters all over both feet lah.. its that bad. Should have listened to pris and wore stockings!
Ya.. the whole thing was quite fun and pleasing lah. Many schools didnt wear that formal though. they wore normal school uniforms. Like we were the odd one out. :D ya.. They gave little bags of things too!
After that, went home at 10 plus. Didnt do any homework at all. For the first time of this year. One whole day never do homework. Had 10.45p.m. dinner... and then apply medicine to my wounds and then Sleep! haha.. yup.
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Today..
The most significant thing was: we continued lino cut. And I injured my hand once AGAIN. haha.. thank god Mazeline brought plasters. (coz I reminded her to. haha. ) :P Yup.. so all together now I have 5 plasters on my body. one wound ok alr on my foot. :)
haha.. today was fun!! Fridays are always worth looking forward to. Cause after that its the weekends! Yay.
And Comfirmation is Tmr!! Me very worried... :D Good luck to myself!
Attended mass today too. They often said: Mass is the highest form of prayer. :)
ok.. I gtg. night!
--Van.

5 things*

2005-08-12T08:29:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone...

ok, I'll first start with a list of things I want to say:

#1 My day today!

#2 Tests results

#3 Life in the Spirits Senima (LISS)

#4 Sunday class + Confirmation

#5 BIRTHDAYS!!! :)

.*.*.*.*.*.

#1 My day today!

Today was nice!!! Full of smiles. Mainly because, the tests are all over!! YAY! Although I was kinda tired today. Went yawning in between lessons. boring ones esp. :D I slept on the bus again! but seriously, buses are one of the best places to sleep. trains the seat so hard and solid. At least buses ones are soft and comfy. :) :P

haha.. anyway, art club today was fun too. did the whats that called again? ________ printing, I think. cant remember. its something like lino card though. yup. the lady quite funny. She taught us before last year. She's a teacher from another sch, dont know which sch though.

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#2 Tests results

Okay. Bad news. no no no, gd + bad news.
Bad news first. :/

'-' news: I failed A MATH!! By one mark. :( 24/50

Next, good news.

'+' news: I did kinda ok for chinese. 42/50. Many got higher than moi.

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#3 Life in the Spirits Senima (LISS)

LISS is really meaningful. And the sessions are very interesting. The previous talks were about the holy spirit and its gifts. I'll give u a brief outline of it. So here goes:

Gifts Of Power: faith, healing and working of miracles

Gifts Of Revelation: word of knowledge, word of wisdom and discerning of spirit

Vocal Gifts: tongues, interpretation of tongues and prophecy

--Taken from my LISS sheet of paper.

There are however, gifts that are not stated in there. Thats what my LISS guider (or some other term as to how to call him) said. Yup.

I do hope to get some of the gifts. Geez, wont tell u which one.. :) Hopefully on the last session which everyone will, in some way or another, (thats what I think) will experience the holy spirit. A pray over session.

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#4 Sunday class + Confirmation

I feel that its all really great. yup. everything. there will be a confirmation rehearsl tmr... ya. Frm 3p.m to 4.30p.m. It cuts in with my eng tuition! Oh man, gotta have to rush again. haizZ... what a rushy day would-be tmr.

Confirmation on 20th of AUSGUST!!! Yup! I brought everything needed alr. A white skirt (to which my mum spent approx. $19 bucks on it) and ya, my earrings (to which I brought with my friends)... well, that was all I had to buy. Unless, its one of those last min stuffs. ya. The rest just make do. Shoes: sch shoes (just that it has blue spots at this moment) and White Shirt: one which my mum searched upstairs for.

Hopefully, everything goes well. :)

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#5 BIRTHDAYS!!!

Yup! And no, my birthday aint coming that soon. Look at the icon above my tagboard and u will know how many more days to my b-day.

It's MY GOOD FRIEND & BEST FRIEND'S BIRTHDAYS that are coming that soon. :)

So here's best wishes to them!

To Jo jo and Elm :

#1 All the best in everything you do!

#2 May all your wishes come true on this special day!

#3 FRIENDS FOREVER!!

Oh and dont forget to study hard for o-levels!! and of course, for the up and coming final yr exam!! :D

Takkaire` and god bless.

--Van.

...English Oral reflection! :/

2005-07-19T04:25:00.000-07:00

Sad to say, I think I'm doomed for it.

1) I didnt bother to study for it (or even do last min revision of notes) Actually, wanted to study lah, but just cant open or take out the oral papers or book... will get the jitters of oral lah... haha. Oral phobia!! : /

2) I muttered so softly!! oh no. oh and I wouldnt forget the stammering either.

3) This one is a MAJOR one... I really embrarrassed myself. You know, the first string of sentences that came out of my mouth the moment I met the examiner (Miss Sek), was: "Good morning, Miss Sek". haha, and the wrong thing about that was it should be afternoon!! A bad habit! oh no. ya. first sentence alr wrong plus my sek corrected me.

However, I guess the conversation part was ok. coz it was my fav topic. ok, not really say fav topic but a pleasant one that I'll talk loads about. 'Do you have any ambition? If yes, what is it?' A definite answer, I gave-- teacher. yup... I told her about some things, and ya, I think I myself recall much and kinda felt very touched....

Miss Sek asked quite alot of questions... 'What are some of the things/character that you think a teacher must have?' .... another one I remember one was 'How are you going to prepare for this profession?' interesting one, I must say. coz I didnt think of that. I was kinda speechless. she carried to further elaborate the qns, 'Are you going to ask the teachers how the feel being a teacher? ask about their experiences?' 'Not really...' I replied.... I cant remember much about it already, she asked loads of qns, u see...

yup... just want to be a teacher.

Like what the boy says in the 'Starfish Story' : "What matters is that it makes a difference in this one".

A very touching and nice quote.

--Van. :)

another day

2005-07-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

haha, today just feel very tired. these few days been sleeping at 12p.m, 1 plus? sigh`. tuition time most of the info went in and then went out. knew that was going to happen so wrote important things down. haha... ya.
tell you the truth, the only thing I'm looking forward to tmr is that I'm going to have a good chat with emily since now we are in the same history class, another thing I'm looking forward to is my cca leader investiture. I'm just going to pray tonight I'm not going to make a fool out of myself. :D very nervous lah...
these few days lot of things happened. but I cant seem to remember any significiant ones. dear me. memory loss~ perhaps later I'll remember. I hope... haha.
--Van.

Dreams .+.

2005-07-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

yup. dreams. ones that I dont remember. but, they are, surprisingly, the ones my family members remember!! haha.. unbelievable right? but its true. my dad told me after my morning mass and cat. class, that I was screaming/yelling in the middle of the night last night. haha, somehow I dont have much a memory of that? daddy said that I was dreaming something about sch...? dots.. I've nothing much to add. :D

today went for morning mass lah as usual.. and there was this little child who sat next to me. a girl. very sweet and friendly. she held my hand when it was time to sing the lord's praise. and she even talked to me! very friendly! :) oh and I dont think I'll forget her smile. haha, I had a nice time talking to her, entertaining her with my key chain on my bag. haha.. yeah.

after that, was cat. class. nice and quite funny as usual. very lively I should say. today's main topic was: love. my grp chose out of the 25 strips of descriptions of love given, no. 25, 'love makes a difference to someone else's life'. which is, quite true, if u think carefully about it. :)

hmm, around the afternoon, I went to visit my uncle. I shant tell u the details, all i can say is that he was deeply touched by god. yup, thats why he is so happy. gave him a sweet before I left. may all his life's bitterness all go away~

yup... thats all for today.

--Van.

....Unpredictable

2005-06-30T07:57:00.000-07:00

I have no idea what I'm going to write for the title now.. hope I come up with something soon enough..:)

ok, came up with the title alr. after some very serious considerations and disturbing happenings in my life in sch today and one hour before.

like another other thurs, I would just go into mr teoh's chem lesson. but today was different. I mean, the feeling I had was different. I heard frm other students something shocking (wont tell u what) happened. and yes, it did. he even mentioned about it today. dear me. but I thank god. For a full 15 mins or so, he told us about life, and told us to ask ourselves what is the purpose of our life on earth. What has god sent us here for? well, I asked myself many times.. but still unsure of the ans. however, to justina, she has never heard something like this before. I told her there is even a book on it. my dad borrowed the book frm library somemore. but I didnt read it. perhaps another time. haizZ.. its really nice of mr teoh to tell us all about it though. I really appreciated his talk. most of us were shocked even.

yup.. ok, what happened one hour ago, was totally unexpected frm me. I was dumbfounded momentarily. something happened to my friend. not terrible but shocking enough. I dont wish to mention it here though. ya. I'll pray for her tonight. hope she gets well soon.. :)

I think now I really dont now what to think. haiz. suddenly have no mood to do geog. or anything else. anyway, I just called like over 15 ppl regarding tmr cca stuffs and all that. so ya, now my cheeks are blown up. really talked alot lah. ah well, part of my job. and I'm glad to do it. *phew* thank god I finished it. :)

come to think of it, I left sch happy today. hehe~ wont tell u why either. it will be a secret till week three of this month. :X yeah. I even skipped lunch becoz I was feeling happy. ok, I know, kind of weird or even lame right? haha.. true lah. but for another reason, I dont have enough $$ to 'ao gao' lunch. :D :)

haha.. alright,
I shall end here today.

--Van.

Council Investiture

2005-06-29T09:01:00.000-07:00

Yup. This year one was a rather grand event. last yr did we didnt invite other schs, did we? I have no idea. lost memory. haha.. anyway, I enjoyed it alot. we laughed through parts of it too. most importantly, the councillors. I'm sure they looked forward to it loads. haha.. talk about the nervousness. its natural though.

today got loads to talk about. ok, let me start from the beginning of the day.

my dad woke up late, so he didnt wake me up, and yeah, I was late once again for sch. partly my fault too lah, burned midnight oil, plus, never set alarm clock. ya. so I woke up kinda grumpy. kinda expected that I would be booked this very day. After all, its the fourth time I'm late. like they say: 'fate has been predicted' (or was it my theology? or saying? haha, I guess its mine). sigh` mum rushed to call the taxi. at around 7.30 it came.

went into it. it was citycab and the taxi driver was kinda talkative, I guess. He chatted with me throughout the whole journey. Asked me qns about sch, whether my dad drove a car? and kinda concerned what time my sch starting? ah well. I remember I was kinda embrassed (wrong sp, I know) when he ask where was the old spot where my sch was. I couldnt remember!! yikes. all I knew was ________ road. he kinda jokingly chided me say: 'eh, u sec three and u dont know?' man... thinking about it now, -_- I know where it is liao. Audrey say near kovan. but I still dont know which road? *shrugs* and I forgot to say, I think I really have this strange phenomenas of meeting mid-twenties taxi drivers on the way to sch in the morning? oh man. plus, they are talkative! 'shi huo shi fu? hao huo huai?' I'm still asking myself.

ok, shall end here. dad's nagging. its past 12!!
die.. sleeping time!!
--Van.

so-so day

2005-06-28T07:33:00.000-07:00

ya, today was quite alright.
hmm, but I have tons of hw again. thank god I did my tuition hw since last sun. or else, I would dread tuition. I know mr and mrs lim wouldnt really scold me, but still, I would feel guilty. yup. so glad I had them done. :) now can concentrate on my geog project (although I've been sort of lazy to do my part, I admit) and also my basic hw for the day.
And, sorry biao ge, didnt tell u I have a blog. just thought u might not be interested in knowing. yup.. so sorry. :/
www.dewdropx.blogspot.com
http://blossom63.diaryland.com
had chi tuition at 4.30 today. did all I could. never slack. :) however, during lesson I was already feeling sleepy. after all, I had only slept at 12.30 last night? couldnt excatly (its the wrong sp right?) sleep. tossed and turn but couldnt sleep. and that sure had my eyes droppy through out the whole day. haizZ.. sometimes I really feel like taking a sleeping pill. then I can get all the worries in this little brain of mine and sleep, peacefully, this time.
tmr its math tuition. then after that can play. I know I dont really participate though. but I still enjoy the company of my friends. :) same for sch time.
--Van.

ewww...

2005-06-27T00:50:00.000-07:00

Yuck Yuck.
Ewww...

Well, after school went compass. brought a hp keychain and a ring. but that isnt the yucky part. the thing is, I forcefully swallowed down a wasabi floss bun!! I didnt realise it when I took my first bite though. for the second one, however, I looked down to take a bite, wondered what in the world was the greenish thing on the bread. For a full minute, I thought it was vegetable!! no, no, no, to prove myself wrong, I consulted Franscine and she said: 'Probably something to do with fish? is that fish floss?' I was all: 'huh? got such thing meh?' and shaked my head in complete disapprovement. Mazeline laughed and laughed at the mini comedy starting right in front of her. I guess her laughter was infectious, cause after that everyone laughed crazily. Coming to think of it, now I'm feeling this: -_- Ok, yeah. Went back to Four Leaves and stared at the caption below the tray full of bread. That definitely prove us deeply wrong man. yup. And I had to eat the whole bread. Can be wasteful. haha.. yeah. Yuck and eww though.

Alright, I have to do my school work now.
First day of school and we have hw...
Gosh, I miss sec 2 and 1 life!

HaizZ...

--Van. :)

footprints:ptm+programs=my life now

2005-05-31T08:00:00.000-07:00

sigh. I failed two subs overall: pure geog + combined humanities. that day, last week, the whole class was sent down to the meeting room to see the teachers and all... I knew the consquences. I had to drop a sub, pure geog. horrible. I nearly cried. then, at ptm, saw my geog teacher. she say that I can keep it. and also that she will tell mrs das about it. my dad went to see mrs das and we talked. result: she allowed me to keep!! *phew*

I'm so glad!! must work hard alr..
presently, I am having digital art workshop. it is really quite fun!
though I must admit, staring at the computer for eight hours is no joke!!
haha..
alright, shall end here.
time to sleep.
very tired.

Van.

So many things--

2005-05-28T08:05:00.000-07:00

hey.

A whole lot of things have been happening. for the past two weeks, my life was like a racing car. exams, then, project deadlines to meet. Well, it looks like the June hols would be no better. projects, camps, blah blah. haha... but I think I like to be busy. thats me. :) dont worry, I'll still have time to daydream. keke..

June hols is the time to catch up with my friends too! It seems that we're drifting further apart... sigh`

hmm, I have a program lined up for me next mon-wed. yeah! art! but.. 9a.m-5p.m each day, is it way too much? looks like its another record set for me. sitting at the comp for 8 hours! the previous record was 6. oh dear. haha..

.....

Well, I cant find anything more to blog..
So I'll stop here.

Van--21*

comfirmation?

2005-05-01T08:27:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!~

ok, so I decided to add some colour to my entries, so that it wouldnt be that boring.
lol, now I got three blogs. one diaryland, one blogspot and one friendster. Long story as to how I got this wonderful no. of 3 blogs! heh.

A fine weather we got today. Unlike yesterday. Went swimming and I think I got extra dark. The water was so hot! 100 degrees celsius? most probably. lol. even the shower taps shot out water like those from hot springs! heh. :P mm, now it seems like its going to rain. at my place lah.

Good news: My cuzzie got comfirmed! WhhhhhhoooOO! happy~ alamak, last night let him slip away to bed without letting me know what happened! :P

Another good news: I'm getting comfirmed on August the 20th! Although I think thats equivalent to bad news. Know why? coz I'll miss cat. class. thats what my senior said about his suituation after he got comfirmed. he missed cat class a whole lot. so come to think of it, ya, I'll definitely miss it too.

Horrible news:
I'm sick! :(
One sore throat & cough.

dear me, so now how am I suppose to survive this terrifying and electrifying week of exams?
Van.

Trainee teachers...

2005-04-29T05:25:00.000-07:00

Today was one big busy day for me. Havent been really guai and doing my hrmwk.. esp. geog hrmwk.. did it last min.. tsk tsk. hahax.. Yesterday came back from tuition no mood to do hw.. esp. the geog one. I dont even know how to do! very tough.. really dont know how to pass geog for mid yr. Wish me luck!

Yesterday, I received quite a no. of chocolates. Miss tsunanti (id I spelt it correctly), our trainee teacher for chem, gave us chocolates, coz its the last lesson we'll ever see her. She's a very polite, caring teacher, who loves to use the powerpoint to explain. By the way, what she gave was a timeout chocolate.

Mr Tay, our trainee teacher for physics, gave us chocolates too! You guessed it right, he's leaving too. A kit-cat, this time. He's one teacher who always has his voice breaking nearly everytime he opens his mouth to speak! haha... then everyone would burst out laughing. He's quite silly too.. his speech is full of the 'lah', the 'aiya' and the 'what lah!' lol! Sometimes I'd find his lesson very boring.. but, now come to think of it.. I'll miss him as a teacher.. after all, he has been with us for at least one month..

I think whom I'll be missing thirdly would be my A-math trainee teacher, Mr Eng. A GREAT teacher who loves to use powerpoint also. He's forever making us laugh with his jokes. Still remember his first lesson: he passed around 'feedback' forms which had sections for us to write like: ur likes, dislikes, comments on A-math/ suggestions for what u want in ur A-math lesson. I thought he was nuts at first making us write from anything like vegetables to a subject called science for our likes. He carried on giving examples to the rest of the sections too. Weird examples. -_-'' The second lesson with him was completely laughable(is there such a word?). I think if I recalled correctly, he honestly said that he does not smile. The whole class retorted(did I use the word correctly?). Anyways, they went like: 'I dont believe u dont smile!' By then, I was smiling and chuckling at the same time. By the way, did I tell u that his appearance looks very grim and he looks like a fierce teacher? But no, he isnt. Get to know him better and u'll find that he's someone who is funny, direct and of course, full of tricks up his sleeve! Got one time he even gave three excercises at one go! hahax.. oh and his powerpoint presentations are full of animations and comic pics! really nice. keke. The last lesson he showed us a photo of his wedding photo. :) I kinda miss his lessons.. All the trainee teachers left our sch today.. or so it seems? *shrugs*

back to reality-- Mid year exams are coming up.. I'm quite worried.. sigh`

Some of my friends started mid yr exams alr.. ALL THE BEST!! JIA YOU!! you all can do it! make sure u pass with flying colours and not the other way, fail with flying colours! hahax.. lol..

Takkaire & god bless. ^_=

Van.

Dreading tmr..

2005-04-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

Cant believe I'm dreading tmr. Got physics + PFT lahh... Oh dear. I'm so doomed. MUST: pass physics and get silver for PFT!! I set high targets lehx.. hahax.

Today was a long day. esp. during a math (4 periods!!) . I kept looking at the board blankly and the teacher droned on and on... Luckily, I got a pack of sweets at hand. ate during lesson... purpose? kept me awake. :D

Tuition was quite ok. Talked quite alot. noisy. The teacher scolded me for talking. Ah well.. :)

Mm, I think thats all for today..
Shall end here.

Smilez,
Van.

Mango soccer?

2005-04-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

My first post. :)

Diaryland got some technical error. Cant seem to view my blog. So decided to create one here. But dont misunderstand, I'm not going to abondon the other. Wait until error cleared, then say.

Today was fun! Esp. after tuition! hahax. My junior and I played mango soccer! :D Nice game to play. I pity the small mango though. heh. I guess it has rottened by now.

School's as usual..
Miss Lim, eng teacher, gave our group sweets for beating the other team in compre. only one each though. hahax. Chinese lesson was all about workbook. Geog lesson was about hw and more hw + frontal rain + Climates. Oh man, I dont understand the concept of frontal rain! E math, on the other hand, learning graphs. Sorta easy, I think?

That's all for today...

Takkaire!

Smilez,
Van.